Step out of my comfort zone

Okay.. It’s been 2 years since I dated.. I stay home most of the time and watch TV if I don’t have work to do. Nothing is interesting in my life. I believe we all should live life to the fullest and do things we always wanted to do!! It’s one lifeeeee we’re livinggg! So that’s an item in my list :)

So I’m going to try to do this by checking off my other goals- because in order to do most of them I’m going to have to make myself break free.

My worst fear isn’t doing these things, it’s doing them alone.

I have this crippling fear of when you walk into a room full of other people and you feel expected to talk to them, even though you don’t want to. But the thing of it is that I WANT to want to talk to them, just usually I never wind up talking to the right people and I get the stupid ones.

So I’m hoping my goals will put me in a better place that will surround me with like-minded people I can relate to and get to know. i’ve never had a problem making friends, I just can’t do it unless I’m forced into a situation with them. I wish I wasn’t so stubborn and scared.

a few days ago to tend to choose the easier way just because I’m afraid a little bit of new things (while I would love to experience different things).
Just one example, I’m always going back to Qatar (okay, good point, my husband is there), but I really (really-really-really) hate that country and it brings out the worse of me. I have many plan to do and I should start working on them (fortunately my husband is open-minded, so he supports my plans usually). I am now planning to go back once more just to collect some money, study and prepare for things I want to do and then I will do it.
One more thing is sport. I want to run oftenly, or do any kind of sport, but many times I’m lazy, and I really need to stop this.
So it’s time to step out of my comfort zone and get myself into the undiscovered!

I think one of my biggest problems is that i don’t take opportunies, they regret it later. Because what i tend to do is, even if i want to do something, i can’t actually imagine me doing it therefore i just step back and the let the chance fly by me. I know this kind of attitude means i’m not living life to the fullest. I feel like my teenage years were shit and i’m determined to not let the same happen to me in my 20’s. But i’m already full of doubts and cant imagine me doing so.

I need to stop all this trying to picture myself in teh future and just fucking get out there and do something

i tried it again..then i got stressed by change but now i am much better so i will get out of my little box again..this goal actually tests limits

Facing fears and insecurities is uncomfortable but often a route to personal growth. I just have to do more of this.

I wish i could just do things as they come to me spontaneously… I was with that friend passing by a roman statue and i so wanted to sit on the lap of the roman guy in a funny way with my friend taking a pic (there was no sign to stay away from it…) but there was too many tourists around (half-term with plenty of kids too). I wish i could just do things like this for fun, especially as it would have done no harm or damage to anybody. I am just a chicken and sick of telling myself ‘I am just a chicken’!

When writing in my “Speak Spanish” goal that I should make my remaining empty slot a goal to
-do something that scares me everyday
- push myself out of my comfort zone

Anything like this. So I searched and found 179 people doing this goal (I like to pick goals that have more followers because I like to read others entries and feel like my progress is being watched). I just joined.

One of my other goals is to overcome anxiety which is linked, but I think separate enough to be it’s own goal.

Mastering this goal would mean truly being alive instead of being something my fear defines me.

comfort zone

what’s that for stepping out of my comfort zone!!