This place is a mess! I’ve been sorting through everything I have and am down to the last two boxes I had in storage and the random flotsam and jetsam that never seems to fit into organized boxes. There is stuff piled everywhere! I have some last-minute paperwork and tasks to finish here and I’m making a list of things to do after I move.
I’m getting very edgy and annoyed with small things. I’m worried about how everything will go next week. I’m worried about how I’ll do all of the work I need to do once I get there. I’m leaving a safety zone and a bunch of friends, but I’m moving closer to old friends. I know it’s all going to work out in the end, but the goodbyes are looming.
This has been a very long, tedious, sad patch in my life and I’m glad to be leaving it behind. Still, there are things I will miss. There’s no getting around it.
During all of this packing, I found last year’s horoscope from my birthday. Part of it really jumped out at me.
You’re not interested in doing what you know you can do. Your quest is to do what you’re not sure you can do. Backward things happen. You’ll earn fantastic money while looking for the perfect way to earn money.
It’s a little eerie. I only have the job I have now because I needed a new job that fit my class schedule. It’s better pay, interesting work, less hours, work at home and is the reason I’m able to move. Now that I’ve left school, I’m in a great position to actually do what I’ve been wanting to for the past five years. This never would have happened if it weren’t for school. Even though a new degree didn’t work out, I surprised myself by ending up where I wanted and needed to be all along. Eerie.