I really do not know how to explain
Why am I always feeling this rage
It runs through my body with all kind of vengeance
Something of some sort that I just can’t relinquish
I have been to Iraq and I dont like to say
That some of those thought and memories are the reason I am feeling this way
From the time that it started sometime ago
And now to the present about to explode
In just this past month I feel all sorts passion
Not using my thoughts and not thinking with ration
I let myself go throughout this whole process
And I start feeling parts of my reason begin to digress
When i get to this point I just try to run
Away from this burden that feels like a ton
I know that I have a lot of people on my side that do care
And for that I appreciate more than despair
And that is when I start to give myself some slack
And the anger that i just had starts to go back
Way back deep down from where it sprang up
Going back dorment until it erupts
All in all i know that I will be fine
I will be fine when I find out why this anger is MINE