tawnylynn

you would never know looking at me today. most people do not believe me. i was kicked out on the streets when i was 16 years old. i hated my life, i had nothing to lose (i thought). I tried meth and instantly my pain was gone, i was flying high, worry free, “HAPPY”
so for the next year i did meth (dope) all day everyday. i ended up living in the biggest meth lab in my town. words cannot describe the things i saw and expierienced in that place.
they still haunt me to this day. the hallucinations, voices in your head, the klepto you become. I went from a size 5 to a 0 in a WEEK. and it was DISGUSTING. 3 months later I was able to fit in a childs size 12. You can feel your teeth falling apart (feels like chewing on sand) This addiction will keep you up 5,6 days at a time. I found myself wondering how I ever got by without the drug. I’m lucky to be alive, much less prison free. How I got out is a whole nother story. But I did!
Learn from my mistakes.

ive been with my man for almost 2 years. we have a home together, vehicles, furniture, the works… all of this makes me want to have a baby SO bad! he wants to wait 2 more years…marriage, promotion, etc.. but for some reason i cant get the thought out of my head. any advice ladies?

This was my 3rd body piercing other than my ears. I have nose, navel and now tongue. If your fear of a needle going through your tongue is holding you back, please reconsider. I mean, yeah you feel it..but understand that your nerves are more on the outer edges of your tongue, so there is not a whole lot of feeling where the actual piercing takes place. And that fucken needle is sharper than shit, its over in a second. In my opinion, the navel hurt worse. But everyone has their own perception of pain. In my opinion, its nothing to shit your pants over. This would be day 3 for me..I sound like I have a fatty retainer in my mouth..some swelling.. but as far as eating I can pretty much eat whatever. Hope this helped someone out there :)