singinsilence17

This is coming along a lot slower than I anticipated.

Someone I know has offered to help me learn how to sew and make clothes, I just need to get a sewing machine. I’ve been looking for one in thrift stores, so its only a matter of time before I can start this.

This is going to be extremely difficult for me. I drink soda and tea more than anyone should. Just last night I drank half a gallon of ice tea in just a few hours and I didn’t even realize it. I get started drinking water and then after a few days, I go back to the tea and soda. I need to stay focused and keep on track with this goal better if I’m going to be able to accomplish this.

well i took one of the first steps to accomplishing this last night. i need to start sticking up for myself on certain things, and hopefully this won’t take too long to get the hang of.

This kind of scares me, which is why I haven’t done it. But I do really think its an important thing to do and I want to be able to.

I just bought the book, drew the cover, and wrote my first entry. If I can actually keep up with it, it really shouldn’t take that long to do.

86. when my hair goes out of control and in my face because of wind
87. most civil war reenactors (but not all)
88. when friends don’t tell you they’re coming into town
89. waiting outside in the cold
90. how long this list is taking
91. graphing calculators that don’t work how they’re supposed to
92. people who neglect their animals
93. having allergies
94. when my socks get wet and i can’t do anything about it
95. waking up cold
96. kids who run around and yell at restaurants
97. getting foot cramps
98. not being able to stop drinking soda
99. hearing people talk bad about someone else that i know
100. waking up and my hair is in dreadlocks

66. fan girls
67. one-sided conversations
68. when people stand behind you while you’re typing
69. people who date on the internet
70. not having snow days because i don’t go to public school anymore
71. mystery flavoured lollipops
72. student council meetings
73. when snow doesn’t stick on the ground
74. having to talk on the phone when everyone already knows i hate phones
75. feeling like i’m in someone’s shadow
76. losing my phone
77. when people talk to loud
78. when people get angry because they can’t hear me
79. empty promises
80. how everything is overly cheery during Christmastime.
81. people who can’t admit that they’re wrong
82. when i don’t understand something in math and the teacher won’t help me with it.
83. internet abbreviations
84. people who keeping going on and on about the bad things in their life, while not allowing for any good to happen
85. getting looked down upon for being vegetarian

56. driving down narrow streets
57. not being able to fully explain how i feel about certain things
58. the way people follow news about famous people
59. being asked questions and having it feel like I’m being interrogated instead of just a normal conversation
60. kids who race their cars in parking lots
61. when my ipod dies just after i charged it an hour ago
62. when a bicyclist doesn’t pull off to the side of the road when you’re trying to drive past
63. cars who go dramatically under the speed limit
64. the times when someone is calling me, but my phone doesn’t ring for some reason, so i don’t get the call
65. when people don’t use turn signals.

I need to learn how to swing dance by this coming weekend. Or at least well enough to pass anyway. I’m going to the dance for WWII weekend in Gettysburg so I really should hurry up and practice. Its so difficult for me to get the hang of though!

looking SOOO good as of right now. this is something i NEED to do.

This could actually happen. I’ve explained it to a few people, and they seem interested, so we might be able to get even more people. I’m determined to make this happen somehow.

I have a strong urge to do this today, so it just might happen. I just have to stay motivated and ACTUALLY do it.

I’m terrible with this! Especially as of late. I can’t seem to make my mind settle down at all. I need to maybe find a balance between being observant and thinking over things TOO much.

I’m thinking I will go see “Pineapple Express” by myself. No one else I know seems to want to see it, and I don’t really want to miss seeing it just because of that.

35. disappointing myself.
36. the people they cast for the twilight movie.
37. when people complain in what they think is a low voice when they’re in a check out line.
38. people who go to restuarants and complain about everything to try to get their food for free.
39. the fact that people in other countries most of the time speak more than one language and people here don’t.
40. when people walk out in front of cars.
41. rascal flatts
42. itunes
43. sitting around
44. being unable to have a high speed chase scene of my own
45. spiders
46. commercial breaks
47. that “this is why i’m hot” song
48. the harry potter series being over
49. when my car’s check engine light comes on…again.
50. when people turn around in the driveway at 3 in the morning
51. that kay lady in “the godfather”
52. the word “pretentious” and any use of it.
53. not being able to register my borders rewards card.
54. purple door this year
55. having to have the awkward conversation of calling in sick at work.

this is proving to be very difficult indeed. i’m working on it though. i’m almost done with interview with the vampire, so then i will be free to really dig into that “must read” pile that is sitting on my floor.

91. bubble pipes
92. the silence of snow falling at night
93. el chupacabra
94. watching queen of the damned almost every month like clock work
95. turning up the stereo in my car really loud at stop lights
96. going to new countries
97. my snow boots that look like moon boots
98. turtles
99. hobbits
100. hot air ballons

81. Ian Anderson (from jethro tull)
82. when it starts getting cold as it goes into fall
83. apple cider
84. being able to wear a coat
85. seeing Philadelphia at night
86. reading about/watching movies about vampires
87. seeing the new postsecret cards every sunday
88. Indiana Jones
89. meeting people from different countries
90. driving late at night just talking

26. awkward silences
27. stomach aches
28. being woken up early in the morning by my dogs barking
29. being the “third wheel” in situations
30. when people talk through a movie at the theatre
31. people who are overly obsessive over other people’s spelling and grammer. spelling and grammer is good, but its doesn’t have to be thrown in people’s faces all the time.
32. being coughed on. seriously, just turn away. thats so rude.
33. math
34. the girl’s little sister in “atonement”
35. being stuck in a little room full of other mostly unhappy people and the air conditioning is broken, so it is hotter than a steam room.