i think i’m getting better at this :)
my way of thinking is changing.
cherry's Life List
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1. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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2. stop thinking that people don't like me
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3. be spontaneous and rebellious
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4. be optimistic
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5. live life to the fullest
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6. be fearless
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7. grow my hair long
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8. become a better photographer
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9. sing in a band
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10. tone my stomach
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11. go whale watching
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12. buy a laptop
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13. eat healthier
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14. get up earlier
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15. spend less money
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16. complete a course in tourism
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17. develop a winter wardrobe
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18. learn french
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19. learn how to make bokeh
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20. compile a list of happy memories
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21. save myself for someone who really loves me
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22. read 15 books in 2008
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23. bake something every week
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24. cook at least one meal a week
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25. become a live band photographer
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26. list 43 lyrics that mean something to me
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27. list 43 men i wouldn't kick outta bed
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28. finish sims 2 legacy challenge
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29. live like a dancing queen
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30. reach page 91 of my tourism booklet
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i think i ate about 4 lots of fast food within the past 7 days…
thats soooo bad.
this week i’m not going to eat any.
only healthy foods for me.
thing is, i always feel pretty yuck after eating fast food now.
i never used to.
i’m still scared of things like sex…
i can never go with the flow, i’m always stopping guys from going very far, and it’s because i’m scared.
but why am i scared??
is it just because it’s never at the right time, or with the right person?
i never feel comfortable, even when i was with a guy who i’ve known most of my teenage years and who’s a great friend to me.
maybe i’m just not ready, but i always feel bad making sure their hands never go anywhere unwanted, they always think something is wrong, when it’s just that i’m afraid of the unknown.
i guess when the time is right i’ll feel comfortable and it’ll feel right, but in the meantime, i feel bad about putting them off..
