cannotstandit




I'm doing 38 things
  

cannotstandit's Life List

  1. 1. move to New York City
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  2. 2. freelance more
    3 entries . 2 cheers     		13 people
  3. 3. be a better friend
    6 entries . 2 cheers     		5,109 people
  4. 4. share my work
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  5. 5. have an art show
    3 cheers     		120 people
  6. 6. Learn Actionscript 3
    3 entries . 1 cheer     		24 people
  7. 7. collaborate with friends
    1 cheer     		1 person
  8. 8. Read more books
    1 cheer     		9,555 people
  9. 9. reward myself
    2 entries . 3 cheers     		5 people
  10. 10. draw more
    2 cheers     		1,768 people
  11. 11. learn ruby on rails
    3 entries     		1,327 people
  12. 12. be more joyful
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		15 people
  13. 13. write more
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  14. 14. make a robot
    		128 people
  15. 15. be a better designer
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		168 people
  16. 16. learn PHP
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  17. 17. have more energy
    2 entries . 1 cheer     		787 people
  18. 18. make $40K/yr.+ within 1 year
    		1 person
  19. 19. do more video
    		3 people
  20. 20. submit a short to a festival
    2 cheers     		1 person
  21. 21. be more ambitious
    1 entry     		56 people
  22. 22. take more pictures
    1 cheer     		12,651 people
  23. 23. have nice things
    2 entries     		3 people
  24. 24. get my thyroid checked
    2 cheers     		2 people
  25. 25. submit a comic to Encyclopedia Destructica/Unicorn Mountain
    		1 person
  26. 26. buy a Nikon D50
    		6 people
  27. 27. do watercolors
    1 entry     		1 person
  28. 28. learn processing
    1 entry     		29 people
  29. 29. exercise more
    1 entry     		4,456 people
  30. 30. stay motivated
    3 entries     		87 people
  31. 31. volunteer
    1 cheer     		3,995 people
  32. 32. stay excited
    3 entries     		1 person
  33. 33. LEARN TO SURF
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  34. 34. meditate 5 minutes every morning
    1 entry     		6 people
  35. 35. stop dressing like such a schlub
    2 entries     		2 people
  36. 36. bring an FWA to Pittsburgh
    1 entry     		1 person
  37. 37. advocate for peeps
    1 entry     		1 person
  38. 38. mellow out
    2 cheers     		23 people
Recent entries
Be a better friend (read all 6 entries…)
oh man. 4 days ago

So, turns out being a bad friend is still the worst feeling in the world. I fucked this goal up kinda bad recently. My friends continue to mean the world to me, and stressing them, or doing anything to damage a relationship, is just the darkest, coldest feeling. The worst part of this particular situation is my complete powerlessness to right it.

I was getting hurt, too, but now I barely even care. I regret not being as supportive as I could’ve. Dark / sad times.

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learn ruby on rails (read all 3 entries…)
Untitled 2 months ago

still doing this.

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stop dressing like such a schlub (read all 2 entries…)
doing 10 months ago

pretty good.

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