all my follow-up appointments indicate that i’m cancer- free. i’m hesitant to state this with confidence and certainty because this past year has shown me that there’s very little certain about our physical existence. but for now, i’m done with cancer. now i have to focus on how to get back to doing the things that bring me joy.
brandylien's Life List
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1. Get my groove back
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2. create an altered book
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3. design a tarot deck
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4. Do some more bookbinding projects
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5. write more book reviews
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6. write haiku on fridays
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7. work on a photo essay
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8. Figure out how to use garage band really well
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9. make DVD of kids' film clips
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10. learn to tie knots
1 entry . 14 cheers16 people -
11. make handmade paper
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12. finish writing my book
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13. write a children's book
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14. sell more on cafepress
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15. Read in French
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16. relearn vietnamese
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17. Publish "Completely Mixed Up" mixed race Asian anthology
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18. Publish writing workshop book
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19. Maintain ongoing blogs/projects (podbrandy/Postcrossing-postcardbrandy)
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20. get more tattoos
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21. Buy a bottle of Jones Soda with Ru's picture on it
1 entry17 people
Recent entries
an important goal accomplished
2 weeks ago
on the road to recovery
4 months ago
It’s been one week and two days since I had my mastectomy. I seem to be recovering quite well. I had a pocket of fluid on my right arm and side of my chest from the lymph node dissection, so that’s kinda annoying. But otherwise, I’m able to sit up and walk around a little bit. I get the stitches out next week.
I think because I had a tram-flap reconstruction rather than implants, I almost feel like I still have my own breasts, since my own tissue was used for the reconstruction. I’m starting to think that makes a big difference in how I react to my new body—almost as if I don’t even have a new body, just a different arrangement! And just in time for swimsuit season!
