GeminiK

I failed to do any work yesturday(at all, nothing got done). It’s not looking good guys. I wont be able to complete assaingmetents for my group project and since I quit my job to do Homework I haven’t been acting like I meant it. This is gona catch up to me if I don’t achieve something.

I thought it was a great move quiting my job, you know it would have forced me to be more productive. But so far it seems like I have been ignoring the fact that I’m jobless and that it is an absolute must to work on Homework now that that is the only thing that can bring me a job (I don’t have a GED).

Now I can only hope that I have the intelligence to see what works and what doesn’t because I absolutely need to work NOW!

Still I’m not the type of person to just wish things go alright. The only thing I’m lacking is the motivation now.

Wish me luck :(.

Yep I procrastinated posting on here about my progress :p. It’s been like a month or more since I last made my resolution to stop procrastination.

I sound happy now because today I quit the dead end job I was in! Yes I needed it to pay my bills, but I think I rather run the risk of getting more in debt than living a stagnant life with no change in sight.

Well now on to updating you guys on how I been doing on my procrastination. I pretty much succeeded in being very productive for the first 2 days :D. Then ended up screwing it up. Have been somewhat productive for a few nights, whenever pressure would become so unbearable that I would be force to spend a whole night rushing, only to be half awake the next day and making more mistakes.

I have suffered quite a bit, nevertheless I will never give up (rather die). Now my top priority is to get through the rest of the semester in Community College and pass with at least a 2.5 GPA, to make sure that I qualify for financial aid. I will resume the list that I started and will continue to make risks, the only thing I pray is for courage to do the things I need to do, something I seem to have been lacking.

P.S. I did good on my last Japanese test! Sugoi!

I’ll start out my self retraining by making the habit of making lists I’ll keep you guys posted on how much the List will improve my efficiency. Interesting site, I hope to inprove many more things after I have mastered this issue of my life.
Expect a new entrie tomorrow.
*Edit: Here is my list for today.
List of Goals for today 3/28/07

Most Important Goals
Study Japanese
Call Linda at 9:00 (with a good attitude-cool)
Read notes before classes, especially next class
Take good notes, especially next class
Be more talkative to classmates especially next class
Write the next days goals before 10pm

Go to sleep at 10pm
Make doctors appointment before 4:20
Make dentist appointment before 4:20
Eat healthy or not at all :p before 10:pm
Exercise before 10pm