DisarmingLily

Aiming for 10. Next one in a coupla weeks. Bankruptcy…

And I’ve remembered how badly I want this.

Goals
-Try not to look like a complete square in the uniform
-Hopefully be friends with the people I’ll be working with
-Kick ass at everything I’m asked to do
-Save the money like crazy

I told him I loved him last night.

This is so very hard. Being honest.. how is it so hard?

But I’m in the middle of exams. I have an exam tomorrow and I promised to meet the boy after because I’m starting to forget what he looks like. But I’ll squeeze this in, either before the exam or before I meet him.

Fourth and fifth treatment done.

On Tuesday. Have exam tomorrow and work on Monday so it’s the best I can do.

I’m getting way smaller with all the running. Suh-weet.

...now.

Haven’t done it every weekday, but have done it quite a few weekend days anyway, so I think I’m doing the same amount either way. Getting a bit obsessed, hate letting a day go by without doing this. Think I’m getting smaller. Or toning up or something.

Didn’t work out today, had to meet a friend at the last minute. Definitely tomorrow, and will do extra to compensate.

Cus I’m getting really stressed. And I guess it’s not that important.

Worked out

Walking/running/situps

Yay! It’s finally long enough. My boyfriend wants me to cut it short though…

[not a fucking chance]

Might not be allowed wear a bikini this summer, because I’ll still be having laser hair removal and I can’t expose the area to the sun… damn. Well. I guess I can still look amazing in it, in the privacy of my own home…

Third treatment done

[debt piling up]

Now I’m attached. And I’m frrreaking out. I need to be ‘me’ again. I hope I can do that without breaking up with him. Cus I really rrrreally like him.

Now, I’m gonna get a second one

Second treatment done.