It's really hard...
1 year ago
...but in the end I’m sure it will be worth it.
I’m 21 years old and as a christian I am waiting for marriage to have sex. Honestly its been VERY hard since all my friends and my sister have been doing it and the curiousity is a killer but I know I’m making a good decision here. One thing that really sucks is there are days where I question myself and feel unsure if I’m doing the right thing. Of course I quickly bounce right back but it would be good to hear if it is worth it just to give me some reassurance.
To be honest, it also makes the idea of getting married more exciting because I know I will have found the love of my life and to know I have been pure for him all this time. I really want to feel that I’ve earned that white wedding <3
