scrappy jibaby boooook

Hey, don’t forget to use fabric. oooo.

Well, I don’t even remember that last entry other than adding the photo of the cover of the scapbook. I went the other night to a scrapbook party and it was really fun. Just basically organized myself (again) – OK that’s two sessions of organizing now I have to get going!! But actually I am hamstrung hamstringed?? right now because my computer is dead. Hopefully not forever because all of jibby’s baby pictures and MOVIES are on there!! It will be ok it WILL be OK it WILL BE OK!!

Anyway, more later,

OK – had to push all that crap down a few lines. Here’s the salient entry:

- Sarah Midda’s baby book – fill out a little each week? maybe start writing entries somewhere else or type them and put printouts in the book to edit and then hand-write in book later?
- compile ALL keepsakes in one large box
- order prints of all the digital stuff I want of his
- focus on 0-1 first or 3 to now? and then fill in the rest later?
- start going to scrapbooking things to discipline myself to get some stuff done.
- do one book for each year?? (yes)
- make some brag books for deb, mom & gail
- make something for alex and rachie

I am just so UTTERLY aware right now of how completely and totally filled with anxiety and overwhelm-ed-ness I am when I contemplate – or even brush past the momentary realization of how much SHIT I have left undone.

OK< to be somewhat kind to myself (self-loathing!!!!) I DO take on quite a bit. AND I am a perfectionist with a lot of creative endeavours which is not all bad, but does bungle me up quite a bit. But hey, that’s why i’m here. Get this stuff down in one place and everything has a little ole’ digital home and I’m letting the universe in on my plans and things will start aligning… they already are. ok. breathe.