Dejitaru gave too much, yet not enough
It’s strange really, one man’s trash is another man’s treasure.
Or in this case, my AS-level grades, in my eyes, were absolutely diabolical.
They were as follows:
Computing – E
Mathematics – C
Chemistry – C
Biology – B
Psychology – A
General Studies – A
Now, considering I need at least 3 A’s for medicine, preferably in Maths, Chem and Bio, I’ve failed myself miserably.
I’m scared, really, I don’t believe I can pick it up…
You see, all through my life, I’ve been able to ignore anything bad that’s going on, and just truck away with my work, and I’ve always gotten the best grades.
But now, I have cracked, and I cannot deal with it any more.
I feel like the world’s worst failure, and yet, those grades are not BAD, hell, they’re better than average.
You can’t be a doctor if you’re average. At least not if you live on a council estate, alone, without parents or family, and all you can think about is how much of a failure you are to them.
