i am happy. i just tend to fixate and obsess/love certain things that end up dissappointing me because i put all my love into one thing. in order to be happy you have to love alot of things, so that you are constantly put in a good mood. so that one dissappointment doesn’t take over your life. a happy person makes the best of everything. everything is OK. i used to obsess about being best friends v. lovers and you know what? it doesn’t matter which is which because they are quite identical. and i would settle for a best friend that loves me anyday, because that person makes me extremely happy.