Yes, like I said I’m definitely working – and making progress! – on it.
Although, I’m sort of having doubts as to how far I can go with recovering.
One thing is I’m not sure if this is something that you can ever click the ‘I’ve done this’ button in reference to E.D. recovery. You know?
I mean, is there ever a point at which you can be completely done with your eating disorder?
Excuse me and my cynicism, but would I be naive to think it will ever just go away for good if I ‘recover’?
I hope so.

It’s hard doing this, but it’s worse when I’m doing it completely alone- in every damn sense of the word- I have no one to reassure me, or even lie to me, which I wouldn’t even mind right now!

Ugh.. I just wish I had never got mixed up in all this sh*t to begin with!