Recover from my eating disorder
hi...... — 5 months ago
umm hi…....uhhh well..umm im 14.im anorexic….um i live with my uncle who well….....h umm…he hurts me….mmm well i have some close friends who are mre like brothers and refer to them as brothers they refer to me as sis.
they know bout it…and before last month i hadnt eaten for months except a bit of food here and there to stay alive,i also have issues with self harm.but last month i had to eat after being ommited to the hospital because soemthing related to my anorexia happened and i could have died..now that im out i still dont eat much..i know i should…but i cant…even if i just take one bite wether its junk food or healthy food…i cant help but feel guilty about eating it…my brother begs me to eat…..i know i went to far at less than 50 pounds…....but i dont want to end up back there…im still seriously underweight…..but i find it so hard to eat….i try but…its hard….im trying….i know i have to eat…im trying to stop starving myself..im trying to stop doing alot of harmful stuff to myself..but its so hard..if anyone umm well if anyone has any tips…...................yeahadvice something…...:(
