that’s what depression is for me. a combination of a lot of stupid, messed up things and dwelling on them a little too much. getting stuck in a rut. trying to escape it seems hopeless at times, so might as well give in.
that’s what i do. when i really try to put a finger on it, i can’t really figure it out. so it makes me mad, sad and even more depressed. it’s a stupid cycle i can’t ever FREAKING break! god i am so mad right now!