I’ve been doing pretty good lately. No out of control mood swings, no panic attacks, not a lot of bitchiness. My husband told me a few weeks ago that he could really tell a difference between how I am now and how I was. He said that I seem happier these days. I still have bad days every now and then, but so does everyone. I’m not ready to get rid of the meds yet and I don’t know when I’ll ever be ready. I feel like the meds have made all of the changes in me and I’m afraid if I get off of them I’ll go back to the way I was. I don’t want to ever be like that again.